mid-term

Tomorrow we will have our mid-term exams. It is very important for us because it is one reason to determine whether we will pass or not. However, I found I have no feeling about the exams. I have not review for my exams but I am not nervous about that. That is very strange for me. Ok, never mind! I do not know what is wrong with me.
After class, I have to go to work!!! That is too tired, but I have no choice. So sad!!!
I found that I always lost myself these days. And I even do not know the reason!!! I always do not know what I am doing and can not concentrate on one thing. What is wrong with me?!!! I feel so boring these days. It looks like that I vent my pent-up feelings. Like, yesterday, I phoned back to my home. I discuss something with my mother, but finally we querralled with each other. And then, I cried. I even do not know why I cried at that time. My parents think maybe I get a homesick or there is so much pressure for me. They told me don't worry about that. Everything will be Ok. However, I know that the reason that I cried is not the homesick or pressure. But I cannot find out the reason. I haven't been like that After I came Canada. I do not know what is wrong with me!!! I think I must be crazy!! Who can tell me why!!!!

Today

In the afternoon, I go to the office of Haskayne to ask about changing the faculty. I am very happy that they told me that my high school grade is enough to change into the Haskayne; however, I am so sad that they told me I should get a higher GPA than 3.3 of the courses that I register next semester. Then, the office will accept my admission. If my GPA is below 3.3, they will not accept my application. That is too terrible!!!! That is not equal!!!! But I have no choice!!!!!! I want to cry!!!
Now, let's talk something interesting.

After classes, Eric and I went to Mark's home. That was the first time that I went to their home even though we are living in the same apartment building for several months. I found that they have many games. The boys' home is really diffent from girls'. We play two kinds of games which is about playing basketball. It is interesting, but Eric always win me. I hate Eric!!!!!! You are bad! Eric!!!! However, I know that I am not good at playing games, so it is fine! Maybe oneday, I will find someone who play games very good to win Eric! Haha!! Also, Mark make some food for us. That is very delious. I found that he is good at making food. The potatoes are very delious. I decided that I will go to his room to have some food every week!! Also with Eric!~Haha!~

terrible!!!!

These days, I am searching about my degree and courses that I should take. I found that is too terrible because many courses will begin at the same time. That makes trouble for me. I cannot make the schedule of next semester. Of course the condition is that I should pass my EAP 3 first. This Wednesday, I made an appointment with the Dean Advisor of the faculty of Social Science. He suggested me that I'd better take three courses and effective writing next semester. He also told me that if my degree was still decleared, I should apply for my degree. Everything is very trouble, I think. O.O
At the beginning, I plan to take four courses next semester so that I can go back China in summer. However, the schedule is a little difficult to make. Many courses that I need to take always in the same time. I think I need to change my plan. I am afraid that I cannot go back China in summer. That’s too horrible. If it happens, I will not have gone back home for almost 2 years……. I miss my family. I think I need to consider it well to make sure I can go back home in summer.
I am so surprised that I get a culture shock now. Other friends all got a culture shock when we have just arrived Canada. However, I am different. I even did not feel sad when I have just arrived here. I have no feeling about leaving home. That is very strange. But now, After one year, I get a homesick. I miss home so much that I I cannot do anything. Fine!~Nevermind. I think I will be OK after several days.

Chicken wings

Today, my roommates, some friends and I went to a bar to eat chicken wings. We ordered many, many, many chicken wings, and we also ate all of them. The bar is a very noisy, but it is a really good place for friends to chat. Finally, we ordered two delicious desserts which are called chocolate ice cream cake. It is very delicious, and I suggest people to go there and try it. I promise you won't regret. That could be my first time to go to a bar in my life. I even never went to a bar when I was in China because sometimes the bar is really noisey and chaos. I will not know what I will meet in a bar. Also, my parents forbid me to go to a bar. They think that will mean I am not a good girl any more. However, I think it is OK for me now because I am an adult now. I know what I should do and what I cannot do. Even though I am not very mature, I know how to protect myself and distinguish the bad and good things.
Ok!~It is a little bit out of my topic. Nevermind!~
After we left the bar, we are all very tired, and the bad things is I still need to do my homework!!!!!! Oh! My God!~~~
I hate homework! I want to sleep!!!!!!!
Whatever, I still need to finish it!

I want to sleep!!!!!Oh!~God! I am so tired!!